*MY WALLS ARE NOT A CANVAS CHILDREN!!*
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good morning I am feeling so much better
oh my gosh I thought yesterday was like
I was gone I would felt like I was
knocking on death's door
but Oh feeling so much better today I
feel like I'm like back to my normal
self yes I mean my throat still bothers
me a little bit but nothing like it was
yesterday and I seriously think a lot of
it had to do with I think I snored so
hard the night before because I was
dreaming so I know I was sleeping really
hard and yeah don't think that was
healthy in the situation with my throat
at all but I'm feeling so much better
yeah so anyways I just wanted to check
in with you guys and say an official
good morning I hope you're all having a
wonderful start to your guyses Thursday
mornings and I am going to be heading
into the car we are headed off to
Portland to go and take care of some
business but I will check in with you
guys in a little bit again I'm so happy
I'm feeling better again I feel like I
back to my old self
oh babe I rubbed buck's yourself don't
you guys so I am checking and we are D
where do you would have to port oh I
already went to Portland and now we are
working our way back towards like Salem
but every time we come to Portland we
always have to stop at the Egyptian
stores our Middle Eastern stores I
always call them Egyptian stores because
all he grabs like different things like
spices and things like that so I told
him to grab me something in there so I
could walk because
getting hungry and I'm actually feeling
really sick like carsick I don't know
why I am are you okay
my kids have been 100% awful in the car
today so so I have not felt like
vlogging at all because they have not
stopped fighting us you've been in the
car and I feel like I am like like I
woke up feeling really good this morning
but I feel like up in here I feel like
it's getting like swollen like I feel
pressure so I feel like maybe I'm coming
down with like a head cold I'm looking
at myself in the mirror or in the screen
but yeah I feel
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I feel like I might be coming down with
a head cold which it's not gonna be fun
but I'm starting to feel really icky so
hopefully we'll get home because I'm
wondering if that's why I feel carsick
because it's not really that I'm carsick
but it's the pressure in my head so I
rolled my windows down to get some fresh
air and let the noise kind of check out
the windows if you don't stop it you're
gonna get in trouble you need to cut it
out
hold on so anyways I just thought I
would check in with you guys real quick
because from where I woke up feeling
great now I'm just fooling like crap
again so I don't know but anyways
clearly my kids are not gonna let me a
vlog in the car today because they've
just been like this all day long so when
I get home I will check in with you and
see what you all are up to so we ended
up stopping because well we're still I
don't know worth I just showed you the
sign or not anyways it's called Berber
international store or something like
that so we're hungry because it's what a
 and we need to eat something so Ali
brought this it's like an Egyptian thing
well it's not Egyptian sorry I'm not
exactly sure what where it comes from
like baby sauces but it's this so it's
kind of like a pizza and it's got uh
cheese and what else olives
hold on I'll see what else babe what
else is on this what else was on this
cheese
eggplant eggplant tomato sauce so I
that's as much as I could eat only
reason why is because I am getting
fooled but it's not bad though it was
really good but of course I'm not gonna
eat more than what I couldn't eat so
hold on is wrong but anyways I wanted to
show you guys I thought that would be
kind of interesting to show you guys
that and then he bought chunky KitKat
not for me but for the kids and him
these are huge cuts I've never seen him
this big how many calories are on this
thing it has us to 211 or 244 211 211
calories you guys for this bar I could
have that for a whole meal negative
chocolate is not that important to me
anyways I am still working on my coffee
and I'm not ready enough my kid died
anyways we're gonna be heading back
towards Salem I think we have to stop at
one other store on our way home
I told ollie that I think I might be my
cold or whatever might be turning to a
sinus infection so I have antibiotics so
I'm hoping hoping hoping that uh I can
get something in me to help me because
the pressure is just like right up in
here and then it's sitting behind my
eyes
look at what my kids did plus did so I
looked up a remedy it says to use
alcohol and a scrub mat okay so you guys
see that I'll check in with you that's
what happens when you color on mommy's
walls you get stuck scrubbing um might
put a little bit on her thing just a
touch a tad keep scrubbing okay that's
good my KS her go yeah good job scrubby
scrubby scrubby scrubby yep I want it
all scrubbed up you guys want to color
on Mama's wall so you guys can clean it
up and Maya said he wanted to earn money
so I told him if he scrubbed that wall
over there he would earn ten dollars to
help even though he didn't do it and
he's not in trouble but he wanted to do
it so he likes seeing the beginning to
the end I think this white hood thing is
okay you guys you see it for yourselves
sorry I had to see if my flash was on so
remember what that wall looked like and
now look at it it all came off so I went
to Walmart I'm actually just getting
back I really need this stupid thing to
turn off because it's like right in my
face I'm just getting back I went to
Walmart I had to get our Walmart sorry
Dollar Tree I was in there for like two
hours you guys
two hours but it was so nice um oh I am
making my way into the house because I
really need to go take a shower and get
the kids ready for bed it is already
8:30 I didn't know I don't know what I
was thinking I was like sitting here
like diluted old roll I was talking to
my mom driving home we were in like a
deep conversation and then my friend
called so I was talking to her and I was
upset they're talking to our Micah oh my
god I haven't said goodnight to my to my
friends I'm like I gotta go um so yeah
that's where I am now talking to you I
hope you guys had a wonderful day today
I am honestly feeling a lot better again
I don't know I it's still up in my head
like it's under my nose and stuff but I
am feeling better
so that is a plus a plus and yeah I am
hoping that maybe it's not gonna stick
around for long I ordered on Amazon
subprime monomer for my nails to do the
acrylic and I ordered a really pretty
color I can't wait till it comes in I
don't know when it's all gonna be here
but it better come soon because like
literally my nails need to be filled so
bad like fill filled like real fill but
yeah anyways I'm gonna run in you guys
and go and get ready for my not to start
but I just wanted to check in with and I
don't know for sure if I'm gonna go to
Egypt clearly you can see what
conversation I was having earlier I
don't know if I'm gonna go to Eugene or
not with with Olli hmm
just because the kids are really a
handful today in the car and sometimes
it gets a little overwhelming for Olli
especially when he's driving and stuff
and I think tomorrow it's supposed to be
kind of not very nice driving weather so
I will hope and pray that it's not rainy
but I don't know if I'm gonna go or not
if I'm just gonna stay home with the
kids sometimes it's easier to stay home
than go and long trip rides with them so
anyways I will check
with you guys tomorrow bright and shiny
in the morning until then you guys sweet
dreams buh-bye
